Today, I went to a friend's art show where there was showcased different pieces in a nice sized room. This friend has been in my life for quite sometime and has just recently become inspiration for me as well.
Among the many different ways he has inspired me, today he introduced me to an array of people. One, though, really stood out. I'm always amazed when I meet fascinating people in the world who recognize the insanities and chaos and vibrate so brightly.
I'll come back to that, but this is kind of important as well. One way I've dealt with emotions has been to talk with my greatest & truest love, besides myself, my mother. She suggested in one conversation that I write down the qualities and characteristics I think are important in a relationship. She also suggested I write the things I don't want, but the way I see it whatever you put out into the universe you're also manifesting. The idea of it is the seedling; in essence, I'd be looking for a partner with all those good qualities and the bad ones to be expected...sorta...bare with me here this is an idea in progress...
Anywho, I made my list with only positives, and if anything negative popped into my head I immediately thought of the positive way to think of any bad qualities without actually thinking of them. I cannot describe to you this process, I just used the power of intent...which isn't a good explanation either, but the process here is not what's important.
I wrote these qualities down and I decided that the person the universe has in store for me will have these qualities, possibly others I may not have thought of, though I know that these are qualities that are quite subjective to me. Which is why I've also decided that there can be such a thing as a person made for you, so to speak. I think we spend alot of the time looking for a prototype of "perfection" but then we literally take what we can get for the most part. People share a connection and think BAM this is it I'm in love, my life belongs to you...No, no, no...share the connection, yes, but recognize who you are what you need, and once that relationship has met it's need do not drag it out. There is so much more I can say just in relation to that alone, but I will continue on to the relevance of the first paragraph.
So, I'm not in love and I haven't met the man of my dreams, but this guy I met gave me hope that that man exists and it can be ANYONE. Just because I meet a person who has some good qualities and I share a connection does not mean I must be with them forever and always, though my love will last that long. I will allow this energy to be shared and see where it goes, that is truly where the excitement lies. Also, expectations will disappoint you..do you do everything you even expect of yourself, let alone everyone else who expects you to be how they view you...Is this fair to you?...Do you think it's fair for you to do the same to another person??..
Here it is: hmmmmm....
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